So I think you've probably noticed, I have a bit of a content warning before you enter the site. Not sure how easily exactly other people are offended, but I thought better be on the cautious side... and I think this post might make a few people feel uncomfortable. So if its not your thing, look away now...

He was kissing my neck in that way that really makes me tingle. It was very exciting; normally, I like to be in control of any situation, but with him, I don't have any choice. And for some strange reason, that turns me on. Majorly.

Then he pushed me up against this wall (we had, for various reasons, ended up outside, 'talking' on the street.) He is so take charge and 'I will fuck you whenever I feel like it' that it is very hard for a girl to say no. And to be honest, I didn't want to say no, even though I knew, for various reasons, i should. Suffice to say my favourite pair of jeans were ruined, I didn't even get to shag the guy, and we ended up not talking for about 2 months, the longest we have gone without speaking. So all round a terrible night.

But I thought I should mention it because 1) even though it was a terrible night, because of the mischief I got up to/didn't quite get up to with him, it is one of the best nights out I've had all year.

And 2) we are now talking again, sort of. In a very we pretend to be friends but really would like to fuck each other kind of way (at least I'm pretty sure that feeling is reciprocal). Which means that is very likely that B, as we shall call him, will pop up now and then. So you are forewarned!

And finally, in an attempt to bring some form of education into this otherwise pretty much pointless message... typing with fake fingernails is challenging, and slows you down a LOT!

As always, enjoy... and if you feel so inclined, share your impressions with me, I am eternally curious.

Your pumpkin xxxx